Terror

I couldn't leave my house any more without my computer because she was threatening me all the time to throw it out of the window.
I felt stress all the time. I was getting paranoid. Day time I was scared about conflicts, night time I was scared about my life. Some times I couldn't sleep. She was threatening to kill me or cut my penis. I use to block the door in the bed room or sleep in a living room.
At least I was not stressed if I'm not home if my laptop was with me. So she couldn't terrorise me about braking my laptop.