I remember very well one issue about my exercises. I use to go about 3 times per week for jogging on the beach and having some exercises. All the time I went in there I had a problems with my girlfriend. Why I'm too late, why I'm to early to come, why I need to go all the time after 7 pm.
It was in December 2014. The time I came home she attack me again. She was jealous like always and she suspect me again with something.
After some minute of accuses for me she said directly: "I don't want to to go out for exercises. You can make exercises at home."
So. One girl who was depending on me completely was willing to have absolute control of me. That time I thought she's out of mind. She was feeling complete ownership for me even I was not very tolerant person.
I was ready to cry that time. Why I have to fight for my simple rights every day? Why I have to have arguments, conflicts, fights... Why I have to spend my energy to protect myself after I'm struggling whole day to find a money?
So awful feeling.
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